Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Opening my can of worms...

So I'm going to open a can of worms... But this is my blog and my feelings- don't like what I'm about to say? Kick rocks. :) 


I just watched a group of daughters who lost their mom to breast cancer on todays episode of The Doctors talk about how they feel about breast cancer. I completely agree that for me right now it's hard to see a pink ribbon or celebrate survivors. I'm happy for them I know how important it is to continue research. But right now that ribbon just represents death for me. No amount of research or awareness will bring my mom back. I promised my mom a year ago that we would participate in the Susan G Komen walk. But now- as the date of it approaches. I'm not ready to celebrate people who survived. I'm jealous and want my mom back. I know I can't have that. It's just too much for me right now. 


Well... That's off my chest. Here's a picture of my sweet boy- no one can be mean after that. ;)