The beginning...

In starting this blog my goal is to express my emotions about the roller coaster that is my life right now. There are many very happy events happening as we'll as many devastating, life altering, events. The last few weeks, or maybe even months I have been holding all of my feelings and emotions in- as many would imagine this isn't really working for me. My poor, sweet husband usually ends up awake with me at 2 AM listening to me bawl my eyes out, and doing his best to help me remember to breathe! After one of these such occasions (last night) I've decided I can't keep putting both of us through this emotional turmoil and sleepless nights. So on that note, here goes nothing!